h1n1 wth wtf...

i am very, superbly annoyed at ... the healthcare provider here in this c*untry...

last tuesday. 4th aug.
what an ordeal.
i thought i was having the most enjoyable time of my life. when i had a session with my beloved girls. Kelly, houyi, shuyi, felicia, sammy and yeepeng.
we were having fun. I did. definitely. it was like a hypnotic psychotic session.
and then me n hubby went to sg buloh rnr. ate kfc. at precisely 12am, we started our journey back to taiping.
6am, we reached my momma's house.
went marketing. bought lala. oooh so sedap... then IT started...
I felt so lethargic. So penat. Cant think of any thoughts. I ate the lala and mommy's stingray curry(superbly delicious)...i even dreamt bout it on thursday nite, and i actually got to eat it.
then, i slept the whole day til midnight...
Sunday morning. got this stupid cough suddenly. and here i was. coughing like mad. dry disturbing cough!
then i started to felt uneasy. went to MIL's house (that's Mother-In-Law for those still yet to marry...). Atie(my SIL) cooked chicken soup. that's all i ate. and then we head back to KL.
I have a class with munira in bsd at nite. we were rushing back. And then, the temperature was rising. and rising.
And I couldnt do anything to stop it. Fisherman Friend and vicks inhaler became my life support.
Had to cancel class that night. Hate it. but had to.
Then the next morning, i decided to go to school. couldnt even walk around. And i found out about this most bizarre thing. 17 other colleagues did not come to school. All were having dry cough, fever and body ache. Same as me. So stupid that I came. luckily, my 4M at least got to learn something.
Tuesday. 8.30am.
My hubby's fren Dr. Shahrun asked us to go to either Sungai Buloh or HKL or Selayang hosp. i smsed Dr malik. He advised us to go to HKL. I decided against HKL. bad parking area. afraid of people flocking there.
Dunno where is Selayang. So decided to go Sg Buloh. BAd ! Bad! bad thinking!!! Stupidest idea!!!
Went there. Parked the car and had to walk for half a km before get to the emergency department. Guess what?
The officer there told me that if I didnt get any referral letter from any other clinics, I cant be treated for H1N1. I just want to be screened For God's Sake!!!!!
NO, no screening done in Hosp Sungai BUloh. Okay. Episode 1 done. The officer told us, the nearest govt clinic is in Klinik Kesihatan Kampung Melayu Subang. He even gave us a printed map. Nice. They have been prepared. But, why cant they put a sign outside the hosp. waste my sweat only.

went to Klinik Kesihatan Kampung Melayu Subang. my no 500++(didnt bother looking). A lot of other people were sleeping on the floor. Too sick. Again. A big mighty signboard saying that no screening of H1N1. What the fuck! I dont care.I am sick. Give me the run-around chase?
Hubby called Shahrun again. He said HUKM has its own screening centre. Okay. we headed there....

To be continued...Too tired already....

My 1st Malay entry... read this. For hearts only!

Pelajar:Ok.Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yg cikgu suruh.


Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yg berada di tangannya.Maka cikgu pun bertanya pd pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu:Mana rumput yg cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar:Tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput sambil mencari rumput yg PALING CANTIK.Memang banyak yg cantik tp cikgu suruh saya petik yg PALING CANTIK jd saya terus berjalan tanpa menoleh ke belakang.Sampai di penghujung saya tak jumpa pun yg PALING CANTIK.Mungkin ada di antara yg di belakang saya sebelum itu tp cikgu dah pesan jgn toleh belakang,jd takde la rumput yg saya boleh petik.

Cikgu:Ya,itu lah jawapannya.Maknanya apabila kita telah berjumpa dgn seseorang yg kita sayang,jgn lah kita hendak mencari yg lain lagi.Kita patut hargai orang yg berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya.Jgn menoleh ke belakang lagi,yg berlaku tetap dah berlaku.Semoga yg berlalu tak berulang semula.Dan ingatlah orang yg kita sayang itulah yg PALING CANTIK dan PALING BAIK pd mulanya,walaupun banyak lagi yg lebih cantik dan baik.Sama seperti rumput tadi.Kecuali jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi,maka mulakan lah semula.

**Sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus & ikhlas**

A life is at stake 7

Aleef is confused. To divorce or not...He had no idea... He wants the kids... Now, he thought he could try to live with it, give Karisha a chance. But, he think again. Why should he gave her a chance? When she is not supposed to do it in the 1st place.
Aleef is giving Karisha hell now. He kept sms-ing her. Asking her to walk out on him. Of course Karisha refused.
Aleef has a new idea. He threatened to take the children away from Karisha. He was not going to let Karisha be happy again.
Karisha asked Aleef, if he knew all of this, why did he take time off for 2 weeks. and treat her well. why not before.
Aleef said that he was just showing Karisha, that he is capable of loving Karisha the way she wanted it. But he was not planning to do it anymore to karisha. It will be with his new wife.
Aleef has consulted a friend, a lawyer. He printed out all of Karisha's emails. And online chattings. And gave it to his friend. And he misunderstood all of karisha's dirty jokes to her male friends. And he is using them against her in court.
He threatened to take the kids away.
But being a person who is unfaithful to her hubby, does not make Karisha a bad mother. In fact, she cares for her children all the time. Hopefully the judge can see it. So that karisha wont lose her children.
This is so far how far it goes, until today.
Karisha is trying to remain calm. With the help of friends and families. With my help and Allah.
Karisha has been neglecting her prayers so far. maybe this is why Allah tested her.
Allah will definitely test us too. Today is Karisha's day. Tomorrow it will be ours.
Let's pray hard for our marriages. So that, it will stand the test of time.
And remember, a platonic relationship between a man and a woman, DOESNT EXIST. NEVER EXIST. CANNOT EXIST! Matters of heart will complicate things.
The End Part A.
Part B: day today basis update...
Ja, make your MJ read this. Powerful reminder. Dont and Never neglect your spouses. No matter what happen.

A life is at stake 6

3 weeks prior to the reunion. Aleef decided to skipped work for 3 weeks. He spent time with his family. He spent more time with Karisha. He treated her like a princess. Like a queen.
Karisha was confused. a week before that, Aleef was angry. Now, he was not.
Karisha thought Aleef had forgiven her. How wrong....
At the reunion, Aleef demanded an explanation. Aleef said no more lies. Karisha thought Aleef was going to accept her, no matter what. Karisha told him everything. The MEALS.
Aleef was angry beyond repair.He was preparing for the worst. But, he was still hoping Karisha will remain faithful.
Aleef demanded Karisha brought Shamrill to him again. Or else he would divorce Karisha right at the reunion itself.
They all met again. This time, Aleef managed to ask Shamrill without beating him up. He asked why? and wanting to know, if Shamrill wanted to marry his wife. Shamrill owned up to the act. But the reason he did it was that, because Shamrill thought Karisha was lonely.And certainly Shamrill has only a fling and good times with Karisha. Nothing else, coz he already got a wife. Aleef just took a glass of hot drink on his table, and poured at Shamrill's handsome face.Karisha just sat there, stoned.
That was the end of Shamrill. No more mentioned about him anymore.
But, it was also the end for Karisha and Aleef.
Aleef cant even think of looking at Karisha's face without even imagining it. Karisha's MEALS. In his head, how could she...? He still loves her, he has never laid a finger on her. And he couldnt bring himself to be separated from her. yet, he doesnt wanna be labelled as "dayus".He is a man.
Karisha knew now, she was being a fool! Yet, she still hope Aleef can forgive her. She prayed hard everyday. Real hard. She thought she cant live without Aleef.
TO BE CONTINUED...

A life is at stake 5

The reunion. It went on as schedule. Karisha came in glory. Without her dear hubby, where everyone else brought their own spouses. While, Karisha was giving her welcome speech, she shed some tears. Probably due to the current situation of her marriage.
Shamrill also attended the event. With his beautiful wife. And Shamrill never once let go of wifey's hands. Karisha was in pain. She didnt know how to react when she saw Shamrill.With his wife.
She knew whatever happen was a mistake.A BIG MISTAKE.on her part at least.
Then came the bomb. Aleef came to the event. Karisha's close friend, Amdy had his hands on Aleef, trying to console him. Earlier, Amdy had told karisha, that Shamrill is a big flirt. He practically "did" it with any girl he wanted. Probably got some "ilmu" up his sleeves. Or else, how would Karisha fell for him instantly. God knows.
Aleef, stood at the doorway of the ballroom. He looked and found Shamrill. He waited until Shamrill saw him. And then Aleef signalled for Shamrill to follow him outside. Shamrill complied. Aleef gave Shamrill a hard slap across his face. And then punched him. Shamrill didnt fight back. He was on defensive mode. The guard came. Shamrill managed to free himself from Aleef. Shamrill went back to the ballroom, fished his wifey and stormed out. Aleef was still furious. He demanded a better explanation from karisha. He wanted to know everything...
TO BE CONTINUED

A Life is at stake 4

Karisha kept on emailing and chatting with Shamrill. And then came the second date. The first date, Karisha was hesitating and slightly a reluctant compliant. But on the second date, Karisha has no more hesitations. She knew what she wanted. Shamrill. He turned her on. He worshipped her. He is her everything. Karisha and Shamrill had their "meals" again. And this time it went on from LUNCH to SUPPER. Karisha is superbly satiated. Happy is not the word. ESCTATICLY HAPPY! At 2am, Karisha received a call. From Aleef. Aleef wants to know when is Karisha coming home. Karisha quickly dressed up and left Shamrill. Shamrill dutifully goes back to his own wifey.
Meanwhile, Aleef knew Karisha went out to meet Shamrill. But he needed more evidence. The P.I. is on duty the whole day. Tracking Karisha and Shamrill. Until the hotel. Until the hotel door. ToO bad the hotel room is sound proof. Nevertheless, Aleef got almost all the evidence he wanted. And bid his time.
Karisha is happy, happy. And prepared for the reunion dinner. She got herself a sexy off shoulder satin dress, rich burgundy.
Aleef decided to turn the game. He confronted Karisha with half of the evidence. The best he is saving for the last...
karisha was dumbfounded! How did her usually ignorant hubby became a detective? She doesnt know what to do. So, she confessed to Aleef about her meeting and dating Shamrill. BUt she omitted the details of her date. her MEALS... she kept it in her heart. whatever it is, she won't tell Aleef about it. Aleef musn't know. Aleef accept it with a heavy heart. He decided to stay away from KArisha. But, then he changed his mind again. He took some pills for help....
TO BE CONTINUED...

A life is at stake 3

Aleef realised that karisha spends superbly huge time on the pc. He consulted a friend. His friend told him to download a password tracker software. He did. What a miraculous discovery. He managed to open his wifey's emails. And he now realised. Karisha is in love. With Shamrill. And Aleef is determined to get to the bottom of this. Aleef is an extremely patient man. He started to tracked Karisha's internet activities. And he kept the details in a file. Aleef hires a private investigator. The P.I. tracked Karisha's whereabouts and activities. And all the while, Aleef still maintains his normal activities. Til one nite, he realises after Karisha is asleep, a message from her chat line appear. It was Shamrill. Aleef decided to act as Karisha. And now, Aleef is pretty sure, Shamrill and Karisha are together.

And then came the reunion plan. Karisha told Aleef about how she is going to be the organiser. Aleef still maintained his cool. Aleef found in Karisha's email the list of her old schoolmates who are gonna attend the reunion dinner. And Aleef saw Shamrill's name listed as confirmed coming. Aleef is now plotting his revenge. Meanwhile, Karisha is too blind to see that things are gonna fall apart soon....

TO BE CONTINUED....

life is at stake 2

So now, shamrill is a well-doer...so he found the opportunity... they started having online conversations...
Finally, they agreed to meet. Karisha asked Aleef's permission to meet some old friends. Aleef as usual is always,always okay with whatever karisha wishes to do.
Karisha waited for Shamrill at the airport. They met. Then Shamrill suggested they hangout at B**jaya T**es Sq**re. Karisha agreed. SHe thought they are going to have a late lunch.
The moment they got there, to Karisha's surprise, Shamrill just took her hands and check-in at the hotel nearby...Karisha asked, why the hotel? Shamrill replied, he doesnt want any of Karisha's hubby's friends to see them.It would be too dangerous. An besides, he just touched down from UAE. Shamrill was "tired". So, Karisha agreed.
Inside the hotel, watching TV is the only thing they did. Then, Shamrill showed Karisha, what he has been waiting for all of this 18 years. It started with a caress on her hand. Crept up, and he kissed her. And Karisha got her "LUNCH".
After "LUNCH", Karisha was mortified, but slightly happy. She wasnt lonely anymore. She reached home at 5pm. Her unusually early hubby was home. She was surprised, but she was so caught up with her new found self, she managed to escaped the hubby's interrogation.
But, Aleef is no blind man. Aleef saw his wife changed. As is she suddenly blossomed right under his nose. And he doesnt know why. But, he is determined to find out.
TO BE CONTINUED...

a life is at stake...

hmmnnn, this is the entry where i have no energy to write about as half of its gist is too ... ( no words to describe)...
i wrote this entry with a thing in mind, i must take good care of my marriage...cz the happiness of my marriage depends on me, the wife.

well there are 3 key actors in this story of mine...The names and vital facts have been changed to protect the animosity of the characters and their story...
Karisha, Aleef and Shamrill.(not their real names)
Karisha & Aleef has been married for 10 years and have 3 beautiful children. Shamrill is also married with 3 children as well.
Karisha and Shamrill were actually school mates, but they havent talked a single word during their schooling days. Karisha met Aleef in college and got married after 7 years together...
Now, recently...Karisha organised her school reunion. She is the key player, as in gathering the information and whereabouts of her school mates. Including the whereabout of Shamrill. Shamrill emailed Karisha. He told her that, during the schooling days, he always fantasizes about her and dreams of her being his girl. and now after 18 years, he still wants her.

Karisha is having a miscommunication in her married life. Her loving hubby, Aleef is working hard, day and night...to ensure Karisha and her 3 children gets the best of everything... but because of that, Aleef always, always, always left Karisha alone with the children, and only comes back at early dawn. Karisha owns a spa and she manages it herself plus the children...So, Karisha feels LONELY....and she turned to the computer...
When she received the email from Shamrill, she was surprised but overjoyed... Karisha is beautiful but she has never had any bold admirers coming up and befriended her during the schooling days... so now, she was sure that at least someone actually admires her...
So, she kept replying Shamrill's email and started to chat online with him. Shamrill is living in UAE and only comes home once a month as he worked overseas.
Karisha did asked why Shamrill never approached her before.. Shamrill said he was too poor at that time, he got nothing to offer...

TO BE CONTINUED...

My reunion - 15 years

me and zeera... i was the tallest gal in our batch, and zeera the 2nd...

my good friends(me, intan, syimee and wahida)

Kelab darul Ehsan, ampang. 7th February 2009
After much persuasion by the committee...I managed to braced myself to actually go to this reunion... yeah,after 15 years...it is kind of hard...well, i am much heavier than i used to be... and i am pretty sure yamani (my ex monitor) will say sumthin bout it...
anyway, the guys who came were more than the gals...
anyway, came in and sure does, yamani aka yen greeted me and hubby.
oh, b4 dat, wahida was calling me few times on d phone...for directions.
then went to the registration table and the committee shouted my name....YASMINNNNNN!
wow! warm welcome indeed! then linda handed my goodie back containing the door gift...and we were asked to choose our lucky card no...hmmmnnn no luck la today!1st prize : lcd tv...went to safizan...
hmmnnn then met wahida who was close behind me...met diana, zeera and definitely shakeey...
then went inside and saw a beaming Intan (Rahina Azlinda, 5S4)..and sat with her...I have known Intan since Form 1 in TCS and in the same class until Form 4.then she went to mad jiwa.two weeks after dat, i got the same offer! so basically, she is the only person in this world that i went to school with from Form 1-Form 5!!! Cool eh....
then saw all the faces, and also the video... food was superb! forgot to take pics of it...anyway, will contact the Mr photographer to get more pics of me...